Had a long talk with my boss this morning. I am so fortunate to have such a great supportive boss. He is truly one of my mentors and always tells me the truth.
I can safely say that I have been complacent and fearful to leave the company even though I know that my current position is not utilizing my vast array of talents and skills. I can admit that fear has played a huge role in this. What if I fail? What if it's not for me? All of the crazy questions that are preventing me from moving forward.
I'll never know unless I try, right? Gotta roll the dice and take risks if you want to be extraordinary!!!
I must admit, I got a bit teary eyed after we finished talking. I was in my cube dabbing away my little tears. He told me exactly what I needed to hear. He told me I will not fail and that I have the intelligence, drive, and street smarts to do it.
It's weird talking to your boss about moving on, but he gave me his blessing to see what's out there and to move on sooner than later. It will not only be for my career, but most of all for my happiness.
I have always played this tug of war with fear, but have always conquered it. However, this year has proven to me that there's no time like the present. I will absolutely burst if I don't work past this fear. It's a must!! I will not lose!!!!
Words to live by.....
T
